found and clueless

Hahahaha yay I've found my dog back. She was home this morning and I couldn't be happier. Well,since this is the good part now I'm gonna talk about the clueless and "dunno why" part. I saw someone today and I was kinda shocked. That someone was kinda close to me but when i saw that person I didn't even say "Hi". All I did was talked to that someone's friends and went away when that someone was there. Why am I doing this? Even myself cant answer cause there are reasons that made our relationship got worse and further we drifted apart. I really wanna talk to you but I don't know what to say. I'm so f***ed up la. This time I walk away. I saw you looking at me and I know that you saw me looking at you. It's just .......... haigh. 

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