when a mind speaks...

Some of you guys might know really well that I am in silence. In face I am thinking. Thinking way too much for someone my age. Sometimes I cant sleep doing so. All of the factors which influences the decisions which I'm making or will make. It gets so serious in certain levels where my mum has to stop me doing so. Is there anyone out there does this besides me? Today I have been thinking bout coursework and log books and Thailand and shopping and Iphone 4. That is only a part of it. Too much a mind to handle which comes a day where everything will just explode and leave me crazy. I'm afraid to foreseen my breaking point and fall flat on my face. I hope I can stop before it goes serious. I'm off to sleep now and hope I will shut my brain off till I sleep soundly.

...obsession of thinking

is it or is it not?

I was wondering what is still going on between us. Is it or isnt? I am totally confused. Why does all these things happen without a cause? Am I not to know or its just something out of the blue? I keep wondering. In fact if it isnt then I'll go on and I wanna know now so that I know its either a waste of time or not.. Confused eh?? Heheheh well my life is NEVER ever simple. Far from that. Haigh got presentation tomorrow and I am so not memorizing anything. I hope I dont freeze up because I had decided to do it impromptu style. Too much on my mind and I like to just make up stuff along the way which sounds logical. Hehehe. Thats what I'll do. Hope it wont screw up my marks and I bet the teacher just wanna hear our pronuncation and our oral skills. I think time is not an important issue. I seriously dont give a damn now about hubungan etnik. Its like those fucking subjects which doest need use right after the exam. Like moral... I have forgotten all of those stupid nilai's that I had to memorize to get it through. So hard doing so and the end result is a stupid B. Disappointed wei... I found a new boy band which their beats rock V Factory!!! Its like NTL. Surprisingly they're so much alike. Wannabeees!! Status now currently : Tired, Finished Acc project, Studied HE i think... and erm updating my dusty blog. Loving yall in ssc. miss you guys always....

...a new chapter but the same book and author

a normal afternoon in TAR..

I am blogging live form TAR's new computer block... the Cyber centre WOW!!(sarcastically hahah). I just had my lunch with my college buddies in TBR ( a shoplot near by our college). All and all the food there sucks but its cheap though... what you pay is supposing what you get right. Lots of people here but I manage to grab a seat and everywhere is supposing over crowded. Not that surprised la but its is all the time... Dont know what to type here and not much to say even.. At least I keep this blog alive and moving rather than having the same post to read every visit you guys come here....

Hmmm can it be another one again??!!

I'm staying loyal as ever but why does life wanna grab that away from me?

...suspicion

the long waited response of life...

I know it doesnt look like that but since I have missed it too much I guess its the food illusion

I know I know... I am ass not updating.. Well.. what have I been up to today??!! Hmmm... I met hui pink today and guess what??!!! She's in the same college as me... WEIRD but true.. Hehehe.. I made new friends there and they are crazy... Too bad I have to learn a new language which is mandarin to actually interact with them.. Watch out when the banana girl is gonna be long gone... While changing frequencies, I have tons of tutorial hwk to do.. Its hectic.. And also group assignments are coming hard on my schedule and life. No more outting. How can someone relax during this time of their life?? Am I being the opposite of myself which is the so called hardworking/quiet type??? I guess its evolution... I just realize I have a hunger of the language which I have used all my life which is English. I am drowning in my own mother language and want a float or something to keep my head above and stay to my now self... Currently taking the lrt everyday at 7 ish.. I noticed that KL city in the morning is BEAU-TI-ful... The canteen food there sucks and yes 3 of them.. Its not appetizing and appealing. I miss cahaya's canteen asam laksa soooo much anyone can ta pau for me?? Hope there is someone reading this and not being treated as a lousy journal of someone...

... miss SSC and the asam laksa