Wednesday, October 28, 2009

A lil something I'll like to share....

Ok seriously who needs help with moral??? I think everyone is so confused and frustrated about the format to write and stuff but I got something which I hope will help you guys and make things much easier......


How to do Moral Esei!!!!!

Huraikan should be done like this:

Ali mengamalkan nilai bertanggungjawab .

Dia sanggup memikul tugasnya sebagai seorang pengawas (let say) dengan sempurna . Contohnya, dia menahan pelajar yang melakukan kesalahan.

Ali juga melaksanakan kewajipannya sebagai pengawas dengan sempurna . Contohnya, dia .... ….

Use the formula:


Watak+Nama nilai (format: Nilai ______; must include the word "nilai")+kata kunci1+contoh1+kata kunci 2+ contoh 2. One paragraph already.

How to do Moral Questions!!!!

See the amount of marks 2 marks / 3 marks

2 marks (Nyatakan/Beri maksud/Definisi)

1st sentence

Nicole(Watak) mengamalkan nilai kasih sayang ( nilai).


2nd sentence

Dia ( KGND) ada perasaan cinta yang mendalam serta berkekalan yang lahir dari hati yang ikhlas(kata kunci) dengan menyelamatkan kucing itu (contoh).

1+2 = Answer!!!!


3 marks (Huraikan/ Terangkan/ Jelaskan).

1st sentence

Rakyat Malaysia ( Watak) mempamerkan nilai cinta akan negara.(Nilai)


2nd sentence

Kami ( KGND) berperasaan sayang dan bangga kepada negara dan meletakkan kepentingan negara melebihi kepentingan diri(kata kunci) dengan berusaha menaikkan nama negara.(contoh)


3rd sentence

Contohnya,( How?) menyertai dan memenangi pertandingan peringkat antarabangsa.

1+2+3 = ANSWER!!!!

Ok this is what I use to learn to do Moral Spm paper and I'm sure this is the right method as I had done countless visits to forums and searches.

Hope this could help

....stupid subject

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Saturday, October 24, 2009

updates people and on coming events....


OK as all of you guys know SPM is really really near and now I'm having my second SPM trail. It's about half way here still got maths, biology,physics,EST and moral. Taking a break now. Anyways graduation is coming up right after trails on November 6th, Friday and also a match with Sri Aman in the game of football on the 5th of November which is on Thursday. Not sure yet who's playing but I'm so in. The school seems emptier than usual because most of the form 3's are MIA. Yes and Prom is on the 26 or 27 of December I think according to my friend. Plans after SPM are loading as I come near to it and I may be missing for awhile doing so. Felt more relax in this exam compared to the first trail. And I hope that SPM will be easier and pray hard that there are more not so bright people in my year so that the graph will drop and make me look smarter...lolz.

...keeping up with life

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

sick again...


Yesterday...haigh after a nice trip to my hometown and ate a whole lot I got some mild food poisoning followed by a high fever. To make things worse I have SPM trail 2 tomorrow. Sei Lor... Yesterday I woke up cause I felt very nauseous and rushed to the toilet throwing up some green bitter stuff also known as bile. Right after that I felt there was a acid like taste up in my throat and in my mouth. The feeling was horrible. Drank about 1/2 cup of milo and then 5 minutes later threw up again. My body was so weak and dehydrated. Felt like dying. My stomach was crying out of hunger so I drank another half and went straight to my room and trying to concentrate not to throw up again. And so I felt asleep doing so. About lunch, my mum took me to see the doctor but he is out to lunch. So she drove to a cafe and ate there. For me I have to witness her eating but almost everything I eat gets out after 5 minutes. Sad. So I was feeling so miserable and a cat came along. It sat there miaow-ing so I kinda talked to it. See I was so sick till I spent time talking to a cat. I called it Comel. And later I decided to call it Dr.Comel. Lunch passed and after the doctors I went home. I ate the medicine and went to sleep. That was around 1pm. When I woke up it was 8pm. Lolz... slept for 7 hours. I was so drowsy and lifeless. That was when I knew that I had fever and took a temperature. It was freaking high. After medicine I slept at 9.30pm till 10.30am the next day. Just imagine how many hours I had slept!!!

...sick of being sick

Sunday, October 18, 2009

A Perfect place but you're not here....

Yesterday I was in Melacca and I went to this place near the seaside to eat dinner. The place was fully redone as I was shocked when I went there. After dinner, I took a walk along the seaside and to this pier. There was the sunset. The most beautiful one I had ever seen. I stood there taking it all in and the cool sea breeze. I stood there till the sky was pitch black overlooking the ocean. It was the perfect place to get away fro all the problems and crap which we all deal everyday. I stood there thinking about things which are about to come towards me and you. I really want you to be there with me at that time but cant. I stared and think about eveything. As I gaze up above me I saw a whole blanket of stars which were shining brightly that night. I just dont know why things were so unbelievable that day. I looked hard for the most shiny one and closed my eyes and made a wish. Telling it about everything which I want to happen. Not greedy but just 3 wishes. All and all, right after that fireworks went off. Lighting the dark sky. It went on for about 5 minutes. If you could be here with me you would see the world I see.

....just prayed for your deepest wish

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Something I'll hold onto forever

Although I've done wrong and things didnt work out but I'm still having feelings which I had and still have now. There are times I just wanna let it go but cant. Finally thinking straight, I am actually so in love with you till there is no end and at the same time it hurts when I see you suffering while I'm not there to take it all away. I felt so useless and I wanna make it up to you but unfortunately cant. The fact is I dont know how to let someone go and give way for others. You make me so messed up till I dont know how to solve this. When times which I cant be there where I should be I always feel so left out and a sence of emptyness which I feel. Just wanna say that hold onto something which means alot to you dont ever let it go. Dont forget it but remember it.

...something which cant be heard

Sunday, October 11, 2009

when you miss somebody...

Whenever you miss somebody there are feelings which is indescribable to post here but I'm telling you there are such things. I don't know how to explain it but this is what I describe my feeling now. It feels like I wanna see that person so badly but when I do so I don't know what to say. Wanna tell how I feel but cant say it out. Keep thinking about times when we were and felt like I wanna hold your hand at the same time thinking should I. Wanna look into your eyes like before but will you look back. Cant express anything and afraid that the situation turns cold. And later you walk away. Dont know when will see you again and cant call you or even text you. Dont know are you still thinking of me or already move on. All I can do is watch you from a distance cant be seen or cant be heard of. Silently stand in th dark corner not to be seen by you. Feelings which are sealed forever.

...past now and always till forever

(Weddings.... ) x 3

When your been in a relationship for a long time, its normal that you're getting married sooner or later. So what I'm trying to say is that 3 of my cousins have already married. To make it more interesting, the marriage streak starts around 2 years ago. For 3 years now, my closest cousins get hitched all in a row. Weird but yea. Yesterday my another cousin got married. Everything was nice and this time we went to the church. It was soo touching and I actually had to hold back a few tears when everyone was so happy when she walked down the isle. And the part which they said I do. That melted everyone's hearts. Anyways, the worst thing is I was sick that day kinda had high fever and the whole package. Still sick now. Happy for both of them looked so sweet together.

...fairytale ending

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

live a fan die a fan...


Bon Jovi. The best ever rock legends ever. They are the reason why I love music so much and Jon Jovi has the greatest voice ever. The story begins when I was 3 years old. That was the 90's where rock and roll was famous for. My parents told me whenever I hear a Bon Jovi song, I will quickly grab my dad's badminton racket and jump on the couch pretending to be like them while singing their song. I was addicted to music since. My act was so hardcore until my parents took me to a concert. Not just any concert but a Bon Jovi concert. I was 5 and I remembered that I sat on my dad's shoulders during the whole concert. I was so into it until I didn't wanna leave the stadium when everything's over. I was a fan ever since.

.."have a nice day"- Bon Jovi

Sunday, October 4, 2009

RMAF and Thunderbirds Air show..



As aeroplanes swoosh above my school, from the sound of the engine I knew it wasn't any local plane which is flying. I start to wonder. The next day around 8+am,me,my dad and grandpa went to the air show. Little that we know there are so many people there and everyone gathered at the runway where planes taxi and there is a large hangar around there. Super huge its like bigger than my school. Took some shots and the planes displayed there were so large and makes me wonder how does it fly when its so frikin huge and heavy.






The cockpit of a jet fighter..Wow!!!



Some airplanes displayed there...frikin cool


...and a helicopter





with people by the thousands...

Eventhough I learn physics and learned the Bernoulli's Principle and all but when you're here you would think the same thing too.Crowding like sardines we stood there as we waited for the event to start. We were so pumped up and there were sound of plane engines buzzing in the atmosphere. Still crowding and people all aligned patiently waiting. The weather nearly spoiled the show as it was about to rain. But luckily IT DIDNT!!!!! I was fooling a round with my camera and the ang mo pilots all dem hot wei dem yeng!! And there are women pilots there too. They were friendly and asked us to be patient as the show was about to start. They are actually the famous Thunderbirds from the USA and they fly F-16's for this show which is about to start.







plane inspection...




Taking off...

The stunts which they did was like SUPER cool!!! It is so worth it and made everyone happy. After the show, there is this pasar where they sold merchandise and stuff. Hahahah out of no where there was this guy who yelled " Air mineral satu ringgit Sejuk dan Kurang manis" My grandpa was laughing and that was priceless. We stood for more than 3 hours under the drizzle and later the scorching sun. Now at around 1 something while I am writing this blog, I had several sunburns on my face and its frikin red now. After coming back from the airshow, I slept from 4pm to 9pm. 5 hours and now I am quite sleepy. Tired and all it was a great day and definitely a highlight of my life.

..happy sun-burned girl

Friday, October 2, 2009

If I'm gonna die...

As I was listening to the song by Nickelback - If today was your last day, I start to think what if I'm gonna die and I know it. What will I do? How will I feel? Ok... All I'm gonna say is I will feel sad but not afraid of it. Anyways if its a painful death, I'll be blind drunk before I'll die. Actually the first thing that will go through my head is how to make it easy for everyone.

8.00am - go straight to the health organization where I'll sign a contract where all of my body parts which are donate-able will be taken from my dead body to help others including my blood.

10.00 am - call up my friends and have a great time spending everything I can. Make everyone smile ( I mean crash the damn f**king mall)

1.00pm- eat a sushi buffet with my friends. (and also trash the whole restaurant)

2.30pm- Go to the KL air club and take a private flight around KL in a cessna and drive it!!!

3.30pm- Go to the charity and donate every dollar any penny I have in my bank. With only 50 bucks in my wallet left.

4.00pm- Go to any Waterfall which is the closest. Just spend time there....

5.00pm- With my drench clothes, I will go to my favourite place in the world and just lay there till the sun set.

7.45pm- Eat dinner with my family.

9.30pm- Go somewhere people cant find me and look for an open sky.Listen to my ipod and laying down looking at the stars and recall my memories which I will just put a smile on my face.

10.30pm- Call people and apologize for what I've done wrong and wish them the dearest of luck.

11.00pm- The last hour of my life. I'll call the person who I'll only love in my life and tell them the things which I wanted to say but didn't. Ending with the conversation I love you forever and always.

11.59pm- Close my eyes and think of my life till.....

...if tomorrow doesn't come